Nightmare

These days ,I always suffer form the terrible nightmare,

I can not find out the reason, Brittany said that maybe I have worried much about the reality life! Actually , it just a little , very strange , the people whom I met in the daytime then they would appear in my dream. Them hurt me deeply, once a time I cried in the bed without the consciousness which make my roommate felt so horrible.

Last night , I met a boy who is similarly as my best firend's boyfriend, he told me that he was infatuated with me ,but for me , with a little self-abasement, I don't know why I afraid of myself, even though, I spent the happiness time with him in my dream, but actually he haven't said he love me ,maybe he just not dislike but nothing more.

Needn't I fight for my ture love in the reality life?